~AWESOME~ start for d week

sutera tourney d pass weekend..

it was..ok..got 3rd in d category in under-14 girls singles..

din actually turn out d way i planned but it was fine

but on dat sunday turned out to b d bez day of my life

hehe....got my 1st kiss....hehe

but ever since dat i've been more desperate to kiss him agn..

well..

got a 2nd kiss 2day too..haha

we did at d corridor outside d row of classes...

lucky no1 was der to actually c dat..hehe

we both feel lyk doing agn...over n over agn...

^^

Cool~

Writing blog at skul...haha
1st tym...feels weird...
exam marks r ook...juz not great

Sejarah 97
Maths 93
Sci 88
Chi Hist 82
BC 81
Geo 80
Eng 78
Comp 76
BM 53 (fail...oops.. haha)

hope every1 had a great (or not so great) time getting their exam papers bak...^^"

holiday huh...

wad shud i say??? yay? or *shit*?

though its a holiday for us j1 peeps....

its a gud thing but another...

still bad...

gud thing is dat peace and quiet at home for me...

n freedom for omoz every1

bad thing is we mite all get bored staying home doing nothing at all

n its a 8 day holiday...dunno if i can tahan wifout seeing u onot....sobx....

i have to say...i rather go to school...???

failed BM...*SHHHHH*

guess i had dat coming..haha

my BM really sux now.....yikes...

i think my mum gonna send me to tuition nex year...

*sigh*...tuition doesnt reli help me though...

well...happy holidays to all j1 students and those still having exams.....

GUD LUCK Y'ALL

aix...exam

woots....exam lurh....

its freaky...

1st day wasnt dat bad...

but i dun think i can get A..

sure die larh...

dis time im trying to beat tan yi jun...hehehehe

hope maths can help more...

english. lerh...nie...

bm....no way...

geo...mayb...

chi...mayb...

sej...not much possibility...

sci...double no way...

computer...there's a chance...

chi hist...hope can...

khb....hmm..............

aix....

GUD LUCK EVERYONE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Here's the truth....:

the truth is...:

i really appreciate what u've done...

n i dunno how to repay u...

every time when i c u moody...

i really wanna help...

its just that i dunno how to approach you...

even though i have jac n melvin...

doesn't mean i don't need u...

if it wasnt for u...

i dunno what position would i be now...

i don't want to hurt people anymore...

cause i know how it feels...

i know i hurted u really badly...

i would rather say "sorry" over n over again...

then c u leave me all over again...

you've helped me so much...

and i wanna help u back..

if i don't...

i wouldn't know what kinda person would i be anymore...

even though i might not be ur best friend anymore...

but i'm proud dat i was in the past...

n when people call me names or something...

it just gets annoying...

if u say bad things about me...

i know i deserve it...

cause of all the things i did to u...

i really don't want it to happen again...

i know i've been a bad person to u...

i wanna be a better person...

especially for you...

i want u to get what u deserve...

cause u helped so many people...

u deserve so much more than i do...

someday...it will come your way...

whatever you give out will come back in return...

probably it just takes time...

nobody's life is perfect...

no one will be perfect...

but your personality in helping n others seem perfect to me...

i know i have weaknesses...

problems...

an attitude...

n maybe issues...

n i admit it...

i wouldn't blame you if you don't forgive me...

i know i deserve it...

i just don't wanna be the person u hate anymore...

that's all i want...

weird...

i wonder...y r my sisters so damn freaky??? they keep doing weird stuff... n its freaking me out... y did i have to have twins as sisters... wish i could kill one XP

Miss u too....

guess i miss u too. haha XD. y so ngam wan? ngam ngam 2day i go do blog n u go bak to using urs. lolx. wish i cud c u 24/7...