Here's the truth....:

the truth is...:

i really appreciate what u've done...

n i dunno how to repay u...

every time when i c u moody...

i really wanna help...

its just that i dunno how to approach you...

even though i have jac n melvin...

doesn't mean i don't need u...

if it wasnt for u...

i dunno what position would i be now...

i don't want to hurt people anymore...

cause i know how it feels...

i know i hurted u really badly...

i would rather say "sorry" over n over again...

then c u leave me all over again...

you've helped me so much...

and i wanna help u back..

if i don't...

i wouldn't know what kinda person would i be anymore...

even though i might not be ur best friend anymore...

but i'm proud dat i was in the past...

n when people call me names or something...

it just gets annoying...

if u say bad things about me...

i know i deserve it...

cause of all the things i did to u...

i really don't want it to happen again...

i know i've been a bad person to u...

i wanna be a better person...

especially for you...

i want u to get what u deserve...

cause u helped so many people...

u deserve so much more than i do...

someday...it will come your way...

whatever you give out will come back in return...

probably it just takes time...

nobody's life is perfect...

no one will be perfect...

but your personality in helping n others seem perfect to me...

i know i have weaknesses...

problems...

an attitude...

n maybe issues...

n i admit it...

i wouldn't blame you if you don't forgive me...

i know i deserve it...

i just don't wanna be the person u hate anymore...

that's all i want...